Liz Taylor has died. For all the weddings and divorces, she died alone.
Beautiful, strong women often seem to go that way.
Ideally, a person wants to die surrounded by friends and family but I don't mind going alone as long as it's quick and painless.
Yesterday, I learned that the Crossdresser has began taking estrogen. I am happy for him. Jeanie and I met in August 2008 and were inseperable until January 2009. At the time, I thought he was merely a Crossdresser. I love duality and it seemed a good fit. Until it wasn't. I think our time together helped him to evolve into more of the person that he truly is which is a whole other gender all together. I cleaned every trace of my life out before realizing that our relationship was the real problem. It hurt to let him go but we had both outgrown each other. It was no longer a good fit. Relationships aren't always lasting. Perhaps none of them are. All that we truly have is the moment. The past is but a memory and the future is quite imaginary. This is it....right where you sit or stand or squat.
Just what I've been focusing on a lot lately, am in the midst of making a guided meditation about it, it was the subject of my Tuesday evening gathering last week. Mindfulness. Focusing on right here, right now, because as you said, the past is but a memory and the future is quite imaginary. Neither exists in reality.
ReplyDeleteAs a medium, I can tell you that in circumstances as Liz Taylor's, she would have chosen to go alone. Probably precisely because of her strength (and the same for other strong women). She was intensely private about many things. I suppose she wanted this very intimate moment in her life to be private, too, and to spare loved ones the drama of her leaving.
I miss your beautiful posts. I think of you often. Hope you're all right.
With love and a hug,
liberty
Ooo, I just read on the internet that Liz's four children were 'by her side at the end'! Just occurred to me that as you mentioned marriages and divorces in relation to being alone, perhaps you meant she died without a husband with her?
ReplyDeleteAnyway - wishing you a day filled with blessings. xx